I hear a song, and it's amazing sounding. It reminds me of Gregory & the Hawk the way the voice sounds. :]

And, I'm sitting here in Journalism. In the downstairs computer lab. lol. Worddd.

So yesterday after I wrote the journal -
I got the people for the - of the months and gave the list of them to Kayla Plumley. And I went to 2nd block lol. And We went upstairs to the computer lab. And I wrote a coverletter. And on the way back downstairs to class, i was making a video of me and cassie walking to class. and at the end of the video, cassie slid down the banister. Mr Hart the principal saw us. He was like "is that a cell phone?" and I was like "Nawh, it's a camera. Y'want it?" And he was like "Noes!" Lol. We didn't get in trouble. It was funny though. It was awesomeez. And Then, I went to class and didn't do anything. Went to 3rd block. Went to lunch. The line was very long. I ate some of Tracy's fries. And I was thirsty so I had some of Katrina's Dr. Pepper. And basically, I swallowed the backing of my lip stud. So I had to get Jess's earring, wash it, and stick it in my lip. That was the worst pain i've ever been in. It was like... so painful. I'm not kidding. I almost staretd crying. It was absolutely terrible. And, It's one of those earrings that are rings and to close it, you have to get the end of one part of the earring to go inside the other part, it's complicated to explain. If you saw it, you'd understand. But basically, yeah. And so then I went back to 3rd block. Did basically nothing. And, then went to 4th block. Mr Higginbotham was stressing about the video we had to make lol. And he was like, "I'm so ugly I'm so fat I sound terrible, ew ew ew!" He's worse than a girl, no lie. And in the video, I wanted to show off my pretty piercings, but Ms Stevens was recording. And I think she's anti-piercings. She didn't come near our group. Lol. It was great. And then i went home. It was snowing. I called Shaun, he didn't answer. And then I basically just was online. I straightened up my bathroom and my bedroom. I made videos like crazy. I talked to Katy and Bessie on the phone, I haven't talked to them in a really long long time. I missedededed them. That's really all. I argued with my evilstepdad about how I'm really a nigguh! ;] It was a wonderful 10 minute argument. Then I argued about how I pierced my lip and my septum, About how I know what I'm doing, How It looks good, And how I can do whatever. Then we argued about KFC Chicken. And yeah, then I talked on the phone with Shaun until 2am. I was so tired. Lol

And so far today -
I've woken up at 6. I'm a bit tired. I needed something to cheer me up. I took a shower. I got dressed. I got everything done. Every county had delays except Putnam and I was like wtf. And so I got online, and shook the mouse to wake up the waiting screen. And so like, there was an IM window open. And it was from ASxTHEYxFALL. Which is Hawk's screenname. I signed onto myspace really quick. I thought he had signed off, or wasn't online. But he was still on [: ! And, We started talking. The usual you know "hey how're you" type stuff. And, I checked my myspace after writing my goodmorning bulletin. And I only had one message. But it was from Hawk. Now, I was hesitant to open it and read it, but I did. I'm so glad that I did too. It basically said [in my own words & from what I can remember], "I have been thinking about you a lot. And it's weird, well not weird, strange. I don't know where we stand at this moment. I love you. I don't know how I want to be in your life, I just know I want to be. I'm sorry for the way Ive been hateful for the past few months. I want to talk to you more often." I know I'm forgetting something in that, something vital to my point. But yeah. Then I was checking over the bulletins and there was one that says, "I'll admit. That I enjoyed pouring my fries into yours, the way you got upset and angry, but it was really cute." there's another sentence but that's all I can remember, please note that I have short term memory loss and I try to remember as much as I can. But basically, I'm thinking that was about me. When i used to eat meat, I'd eat a lot of fast food. I'd go to McDonald's a lot. And I'd get fries and a double cheeseburger or two. And I'd eat my fries first and my cheeseburger(s) second. Hawk came over to my house once. And I was eating my fries, and he poured his into mine. And I got so mad, because I wanted to eat my cheeseburgers. LOL, And I was like... freaking out. And stuff. And I made him eat the fries xD. I remember that. Oh my! I remember another part of the bulletin, it said something about "wanting to smile". I don't remember it fully though. He makes me want to melt sometimes. I wish he would want me the way I want him. I wish we knew where we were going. If we were meant for eachother, if we're going to date again, I just want to know. My heart is beating really funny. Since I got to school. D: I think I'm dying. but I'm not allowed to die or else Chelsea will kill me. [Ironic much?]. But yah, that's life so far. Deal with it hoez.

BTW, TRACY TOLER IS A TRANSVESTITE! :]